So, here I am. I have a weekend, an actual weekend when I am not sick and do not have to work at a second job. I have an urge to do something other than read, clean, grocery shop, do laundry– all the things I have in mind to do. I want to do something fun, like go get lunch with someone or go to a park with someone. I guess i want to do something that doesn’t involve being alone. In that, I guess I am kind of stuck. Oh well, I guess I shouldn’t complain. I have all the free time that I wanted and needed before… I suppose I should be more satisfied. If you can’t change the way things are, the only thing you can do is change your perspective. So that’s what I’m gonna do. Or at least attempt to do. Change of perspective, here I come.